i'm so sick... in and out frm toilet 4 times tis morning...gotta miss the strategy meeting fy '07 by Andrew..and i really wanted to go so much...haizz...its my off day today..thought of goin out town to shop after the meeting..but have to stay at home instead...uurrgghh..i feel so useless at this moment...tis is nt e time to fall sick..anyways ... hope to recover at its earliest tis a'noon to see eip new lappie...how wonderful....we can sit at cafe with our lappie again..and rot till e wee hrs like we used to before.Btw tis sat is the last time i'm gonna werk with X-tian and Hazel..gonna miss them..and will treasure every moment with them from today onwards until the day they leave Singapore...but i'm quite worried for them thou' cos there's some hiccups...here n there..and hope everything will be alrite soon..BETTER BE!!..can't wait for our outing next week..promise u guys its goin to be a memorable one..



drawings by Ria of me and....YJ..haha..



gift from Hazel.....nice picture frame..unique

Are you being forced to lower your expectations, or are you simply choosing the easy way out?
You must expect the best in order to achieve the best, yet it takes more than just expectation. It takes effort and commitment.
If you lower your expectations at the first sign of difficulty, it seriously erodes their value.
Don’t lower your expectations to meet your performance.
Raise your level of performance to meet your expectations.
Expect the best of yourself, and then do what is necessary to make it a reality.



having fun after work..waiting for the sky tower...



e shark of Merlion.....




my fav green sentosa express




main display of 'Images Of Singapore'

hey...sing me the moon and the stars...
i've been neglecting a couple of important contacts lately...gotta call them up and touch bases cos its crucial that i maintain a solid social network to tide me thru uncertain future..haizz...
had a bad day yesterday should not elaborate...sorry again peeps...it was just one of those days ...and again..should nt hv hit it hard on u guys...from the bottom of my heart..SORRY!haaa..better now.American idol new season 6..haha..funniest season..esp e one who sang 'n' sync number..tearing up my heart(e title i guess). The judges esp Simon gave a stinking 'Rude' remarks to him like 'i think u look like some creatures from the jungle' haha..hilarious but rude...Was at shangri la just now for interview..
haizz...i don't know....lucrative but not attractive..i think due to its job demands and e prospects...hmmm gonna watch my 'Prison Break' laters....

..y should u care if no one care for u..
fair treatment??
just a pic..no big deal..making it sound so urrgghh..i'm hard up and desperate in need of it..
oh puh--lease....
abit emo..nah just let it out..to ease myself just like i eased it by urinating..
u're no superstar..
u're not even a neighbourhood star..
to smile is a burden....
ahhhh.....
f*ck it....
from now on...i am what i am.....a real me..
u asked for it
THIS IS ME!!




a moment at vivo....


awwww...so cute...

Happy!!!Fun!!
I've got most e IOS peeps involved..
steamboat...
flying prawns..hahaha..
who says IOS is a boring place to work in...haa...
in the midst of all fun..suddenly thoughts come to my mind..another 14 more days 2 of my fav interns gonna leave Singapore..certainly gonna miss them...the fun,joy and laughter we shared..it would never be the same..i hope u guys will be bck again...

....i'm stilll lonely..i was so bad at it.....sometimes i'm trying too hard...oh god...
maybe..its pre-destined...
*bore
**fated..
***The_End
****.period****

Happy New Year to All...

NYE was good but not great cos have to work...no time to party...thou' managed to showcase my dance steps before the countdown...heez..food was absolutely atrocious(sorry delifrance).Sales was bad...(but digi not bad huh)..i must say quite a bad start to my new year with some itsy bitsy prob i've encountered right after the countdown..hmmm....Worst of all..NO PICS!!..no time to take pics..fireworks display ,foam party,etc...arrgghh...no time for all of that...my pos was like never ending transactions...thanks lah digi....tis yr no resolutions have been worked out but hope to quit smoking and makes more & more money..hahaha..(i wish)..

Happy New Year...Pull Your Ear...!!haha...lameeeeee....!!!
Cheerios

Reflections

Year 2006 has indeed been a memorable one for me...
To name..these were the main events happening in 2006.

- First NS Reservist
- My Grandma Passed away (May u rest in peace.Amin)
- My best friend Zamil Sim Liang Ping passed away-...will remember every word u said.U're not forgotten. May u rest in peace.Amin.
- Tourism Host of the Year Award Nominations.
- KL trip with friends
- Job in Sentosa
- Sis Dian wedding
- Kuzzie Aliff wedding


Though' most of e times i'm lonely after his death..i know i have to moved on with life..and am glad and appreciate to my colleagues and friends that i have u guys to keep me company. After 9 mths i'm still wondering y after that slight misunderstanding u r gone forever...in my dreams i wish to see you to give me an answer but u came and just smile without saying a word..
Year 2007 will be a brand new year for me and i promised to myself that to start anew. I will live life to e fullest like before..and get engaged with activities...Zamil Sim Liang Ping just to let u know that u r not forgotten, u're irreplaceable in a way.

22nd Dec 2006
Sentosa X'mas Party
Skybar
2000hrs

one of the coolest party i've ever been ..exchange of presents..posing for pics..lotsa foods...mingle dingle..haha
Bosses were there..digi bosses were there too..
I'm having fun there really enjoyed myself...upload some pics for u guys to view...:-)












24th Dec 2006
Xmas Eve @ Orchard road..

with x-tian,shufen,ria and mary...very crowded...ptiy x-tian and ria..Xtian lost his hp..ria was hit by flying bottle..her head was bleedin..oh god ..there was panic..i was swearin to the group of bastards who threw the bottle...whether intentionally or not..u guys deserve to be kick in e head...such a bad experience for my interns who were there to experience xmas celebration for the first time in s'pore ..but in e end...haizzz.....i hope u guys r okay..i'm sorry that this happened..:-(

25th Dec 2006
X-mas Day

again orchard ..but this time safety precautions have been taken....and was glad everything went on smoothly..thanks Yj for the gap tee...i'll really appreciate it...and not forgettin to all my colleagues...too many to mention..thanks for the cards and gifts..x-mas this yr was a memorable one..next in queue...SILOSO BEACH PARTY COUNTDOWN!!!tune in...:-)

its been raining cats and dogs since yesterday and i lurve it...while on my way to work i saw 3 pple slide and fell..cos the pavement to Khatib MRT was like an ice skating ring..hahah..i believe in Karma..so i dare not laugh,i can only smile haha..Was on morning shift with Ria and Aiza and they r fun bunch of pple to work with..esp when they talk. And as expected we don't have that many guest today cos of the weather..took some pics at IOS...







Azni , Daisy and Yj came shortly after..and oh my.. after that was like super duper fun...with all the fun and strong kakis..u will never be bored in IOS...cant wait for the xmas party on e 22nd...will be more fun..heez.......

6K !! Well done 'IOS TEAM'....We made it..!!
million thanks to the following for making it happen..

Helen
Hazel
YJ
Daisy
Lisa
Azni

Its been a long time since we hit 6k or never before??hmm..anw Congrats to me n e above....
I had fun at work..wif the crazy bunch above..We play hard n we work hard..!! Hope we'll break a leg and strive for 10K ya..after today.nothing is impossible!!

Had lunch today with who else -Mr Yj- and Hazel at Koufu.Grilled sambal chicken was nice but could be better..pack food for Sulaiha n June at Hub 3 and received my belated birthday present...

talking abt the prezzie..hmm...sulaiha n june....i've gt nothing to say..but....u guys really think out of e box huh..or should i say out of the pouch??hahaha..have to appreciate it anw..took the chairlift back to ios and its a free ride..thanks to YJ fren, Adi..we took pics and stupid YJ..always wantd to lift up the handle..i have height phobia u know!!

After work i n Yj went to Vivo..got himself a new pair of jeans from pull and bear..Ria n Hazel joined us shortly after...Had ice cream at Haagen Dazs..and my...we had to change our fork 2 times..!!how bad !!it stained with chocolate fudge and worst of all..their signature ' fondue ' is nt available..ImaGIne Haagen Dazs main specialty is not available..hmm...took a cab and send Ria n Hazel back to their Hostel before goin bck hme...
It was a tiring day for me nevertheless had a great time.....looking forward to work wit u crazy bunch of guys again....

peeps...check out the photo yah...astalavista baby....

...2 days rest and i can't wait for work t'row..
yeah..i've been rotting at home..and it was so borinnngggggg.......
i receive this sms invites to mos..its free entry for me and 1 guest for t'row..hmm..
its been a long time since i club or chill..maybe i'll think abt it..but wait..sat i'm on morning shift..arrgghh...i really wanted to let loose...but i scared it will turn out to be 'The Hangover At Work Pt 2' hahaha... wat e heck...

*oh god did i made the right move??
i don't intend to hurt anyone..
Give me time pls..My love is still for u..
just in need of time to clear things up..
i'll promise u..u'll be the happiest person...soon....just wait..!!

jap paddoo doo

815 am.... was on morning shift today and was welcome by this peacock at e' entrance of images of s'pore...so nice and beautiful rite..>
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next..10 am...group of jap students swarm in.. oh god they can really shop like nobody business and as if t'row the world gonna end..but whatever it is..good for Sentosa. :-)..hmm their favourite item will be 'The Merlion Plush' and there was my bro x-tian helping out to spike the Merlion Plush 'hair'..hahha...Syahril & Aiza came in shortly after and brought for me Chicken rice..thnks ya..oh yes..x-tian brought me an apple pie too...

noon....quiet......nah....boring..
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>5pm...went to Kiki..met fadhil n aunt chilvi there...X-tian took pics of the Kiki Shop for his project...was there for an hour and went back to IOS....Helen askin for her green tea.....ooops i forgot...hahahha..went to cable car to buy her green tea...

> namelist for new year's eve countdown.is out..and i'm involved.....yeah...**clap clap clap....

1930..went to musical fountain..it was raining..poor Gabriel and Aunt Chilvi saw them being mob by guests from China. Gabriel 2nd day of work..haha...not bad huh.....

yeah...finally looking forward to my 2 days off...gonna rest and rot for all i care..

The Value Of Time

"To Realize rhe value of One Year- Ask a student who has failed his Exam. To Realize the value of One Month- Ask a Mother who has given birth to a Premature Baby. To Realize the value of one week- Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper. To Realize the value Of One Day - Ask a Daily Wage labourer who has Ten kids to Feed. To Realize the value of One Hour- Ask the lovers who are waiting to meet. To Realize the value of One Minute- Ask a person who has missed the train. To Realize the value of One second- Ask a Person who has survived an Accident. To realize the value of one milli-second- Ask a Person who has Won a Silver Medal At the Olympics. Value every moment that you have. Time is a coin that you can spend only once. Use It, Invest It, Make it count.

Remember.........Time Waits For No Man.

Ralph Marston

"Are you being forced to lower your expectations, or are you simply choosing the easy way out?
You must expect the best in order to achieve the best, yet it takes more than just expectation. It takes effort and commitment.
If you lower your expectations at the first sign of difficulty, it seriously erodes their value.
Don’t lower your expectations to meet your performance.
Raise your level of performance to meet your expectations.
Expect the best of yourself, and then do what is necessary to make it a reality."